Wrapped Around

Stop saying that you don’t have it because you do
Maybe like me, 
Your gift it packed too tight
And you’re still learning your way through with the right tools,
Keep trying,
You don’t know how many layers of packaging there is,
But you’re certain that there is a gift inside.

I'd write it all

I started a while ago

I don’t remember when

I liked it

I knew something was wrong

It was a dream to

Try something new

Something

That was according to my morals , wrong

Curiosity is what it was

Did it for a few months

Loved it

But

One cant be someone else for a long time

I won today

I have no needs

Im not dependent on anything

I will not have anybody decide

What I am

What I should be

What I want

How I should feel

All I need is me

Im strong enough to take my own decisions

I took one today

Im proud of myself

Im good enough for myself

Im good enough

And its nobody’s goddamn business

Its mine and mine alone.

Im happy to be

Born as me

Just plain happy.

Dear You

I miss you

Knowing not who you are 

Knowing to know the value of your presence 

is no more a desire,

but a necessity

I miss you more

For I see you

in different faces

For those faces in which i see you

bring smiles to other faces

For i wish that smile to be on my lips,

The love, mine.

I miss you

But I've searched so hard

Looked for you everywhere

Do you even exist ?

Will I value you when i find you ?

I miss you

But they say the journey sometimes,

Is better  than the destination

The search,

Is my search better than the destination ?

I miss you

But, Like the avant gard of an army

 showcasing its best ,

hiding the cowards behind

Or like the glamorous facade

Offering nothing  but walls inside;

Is my search

Going to end

With being stuck with nothing

But walls and cowards ?

I miss you,

But without you

I have learnt soo much

Do you guarantee to teach me more ?

Or will you take away what i have learnt ?

But I miss you, now

I think i am sure that i truly do,

Because every new lesson that i learn,

I shall learn it with you

And these lessons will grow into experiences

I know now, that this is what i want.

I am ready now.

I miss you.